Tithe

I’m getting ready for these two sets of classes which I am totally stoked about! Can’t wait to hit the road…

But in the meantime, I’ve been trying to find time to write on something that has been on my heart for the last three weeks now…

Tithe…

Yes, giving money to the God, through the church as we are instructed to do in the Bible… Now, due to my time crunch as I still have to get ready to leave and go shopping and finish packing, I am not going to provide all the scripture and whatnot, however if you are ambitious you will find the scripture in the Bible…

Anyway, tithing is important, it is even something that we are told that we were allowed to test God’s word in. That when we tithe we will receive even more in return.

I don’t actually know where, if at all it is found in the Bible… I could not find a “where” but I am told it is in there… That we are to give or tithes to our church “home” and that should be where our tithes go.

However, some of us are between churches and even though I am still “tithing” it has not been going to a church. It’s been sitting in a place until I found a church home.

The problem I was having was that I was feeling called to tithe at a church I do not call home. So after talking to some people and praying about it something finally dawned on me…

Do you still pay rent at an apartment? A hotel? A rental house? Yes… Even though it’s only temporary… So if we do not have a church home, but we are in between with a temporary church that we are going to every week, why not tithe?

So what I did was I wrote the Tithe Declaration/Prayer on the back of my envelope and all the tithe that I had set aside I gave to the church… I felt a little uneasy once I had done it, but then I knew I made the right decision.

After that, I started seeing God’s work come through again… I always love seeing the results in Tithing, it tickles me that when we don’t tithe we go through dry spells, but the moment we tithe things seem to flourish… After tithing, my clients gave me “bonuses” to help me pay for my classes, and I got new clients, heard from clients I haven’t heard from in MONTHS, was told I would be able to make payments on a class until I could afford to pay them in full, found out that 3 of my 4 classes I won’t have to pay for a hotel because I have friends who have family that are willing to let me stay with them, gas prices have dropped from $2.15 to $1.91 in the last two days right before I leave… I’ve only got one things I mentally struggling with financially and that is I’ve got something I want to do during my class this weekend, but it costs $300 and as much as I could learn from it and benefit from it, my brain says it’s crazy to pay $300 for 45 minutes of someone’s time… Even if it is one of the people who I most look up to in the world of bodywork… So by no means, is it a NEED…

Every time I tithe God never fails to amaze me…

And do I know for sure that my theory on tithing at a church that isn’t “home” is right? No, I don’t know… But I know the idea was put into my brain, I acted on that idea and I am seeing the reward… To be honest I don’t know if it’s backed biblically or not, but it makes sense and it worked for me. I know I am trying to be obedient to God’s word and I think for that God will Honor that…

God Bless,

Happy Tithing!

Jessica

Sin

So the past couple weeks, I’ve been being drawn to scripture in Proverbs. Most specifically the first few chapters dealing in “Wisdom” and “Warning Against Adultery.”

I’ve been mulling it over, unable to figure out why these scriptures have been jumping out at me… I’ve analyzed the scriptures breaking them down trying to find out if and why they would/could apply to me.

Wisdom is wisdom, there really wasn’t any question for me there as of to why I have been drawn to those scriptures. I’m moving to a new chapter in my life, with work, finances, a boyfriend, looking to try and expand my wings a little bit more… I need wisdom. Using wisdom is going to help me get through life successfully and in the way God is directing me. Wisdom will help me discern what is and isn’t God’s will for me. She will help me figure out how to decipher between what is right and what is wrong for me.

But the scriptures that were really just throwing me off was why I was being drawn to the scripture on adultery. One night, I was re-reading one of the chapters for the third time and something finally hit me.

“This sounds familiar…” As you read through the scripture… ‘for the lips of the adulteress drip honey, and her speech is smoother than oil, but in the end she is bitter as gall, sharp as a double-edged sword, her feet go down to death…’ ‘keep to a path far from her… Can a man scoop fire into his lap without his clothes being burned?… Then out came a woman to meet him, dressed like a prostitute with crafty intent… I have covered my bed with colored linens… I have perfumed my bed with myrrh, aloes and cinnamon. Come, lets drink deep of love till morning… My husband is not at home… All at once he followed her like an ox going to slaughter… little knowing it will cost him his life… Do not let your heart turn to her ways or stray into her paths…’

Now, if we know how sin works, we will see a pattern… Sin can look good, it can look harmless, it can even make it seem like “Well… it wouldn’t be ok under these conditions, but since this is like this, it’s ok now…” We are instructed to keep far from sin, be wise, be honest, be diligent and seek God. Because we can very easily get caught up in sin and it has the potential to swallow us up if we are not careful and stay away from it. Sin can look satisfying, it can dress itself up like there’s no other option. But to walk with integrity we must be honest in everything we do.

That means not stealing, whether we are stealing on what we think is an “I need” basis, or whether we are stealing because “So and so doesn’t know, and I’ve done this that or the other so I deserve this.”

Lying, whether we are lying to get us a better cut of something (which in all honesty can be ranked there with stealing), or lying to save your own butt…

Any work that isn’t honest, adultery, sex out of wedlock, disobedience, becoming drunk or high, even using perverse language and so on…

I’m not passing judgement just so we are clear, I’m simply pointing out what seems good, what seems like it isn’t a big deal, even looks appealing at times… Because that is what sin does.

Some steal because they think it is “owed” to them.

We lie to save our butts.

We have sex out of wedlock because “we plan to get married”

We disobey because “well, we wanted to do it.”

We become drunk/high to get rid of our problems in life.

We commit adultery because “Our husband/wife isn’t treating us right.”

We become abusive be it verbally or physically because we want to gain control.

We curse because it makes us sound “more mature” or because everyone else does it and we choose not to control our own tongues…

There’s “benefits” to sin or so we think, and it’s time to recognize the “seductive” ways of sin and steer clear of its path. Reality is, to stay honest, to walk with integrity and finish the days off knowing that we are in the right, so that there is no guilt to come in the future, we must learn to seek wisdom and keep self-control.

Scriptures can be found all through Proverbs but the main scriptures spoken of here are Proverbs 1-8.

God Bless,

Jessica

Why I Don’t Like Christians

Once again, I hear the devastating effects of the stereo-typed “Christian.” Those judgmental, bible thumpers that put a bad taste in our mouths. Yes, I’m being a bit blunt, but it’s true. They are the reason I… Very strongly dislike the word Christian and don’t refer to myself as a Christian. It’s not all Christians, but it seems like a majority of people who say they are Christian are like this. So it’s not really that I don’t like Christians, I don’t have a problem with them. For a long time, till I figured out how I wanted to phrase it, I referred to myself as a Christian and still do occasionally if I need a short and sweet term for what I believe. I honestly couldn’t think of anything else that was catchy and would stop people, that still went along with my topic…

You see, I know that for many they may truly have a good intent, but when you judge someone harshly it tends to turn them further from God because they think “Well, if this is what God’s followers are suppose to be like, I don’t want any of it.” On top of that, you also are judged and you should be positive that God will not judge you harshly for your passing judgment where judgment should not be passed.

The other thing, don’t be judgmental thinking you are going to change them because

1. It only serves to pull them further from God.

2. We are instructed to love. The bible says it quite plainly in Matthew to LOVE your neighbor as yourself. And for some of us, that really is hard because we don’t love ourselves, so we treat others the way we treat ourselves. If you don’t love yourself, you really should seek council from a pastor or God fearing mentor. Seek God’s love and mercy and grace and forgiveness, and you’ll find love… a love far beyond anything you’ve ever known.

We aren’t instructed to “love if…” if they are atheist, we love them. If they are agnostic, we love them, if they are Jewish, we love them. Catholic, we love them. Non-denominational, Inter-denominational, Baptist, Pentecostal, Homosexual, Transgender, Mentally Retarded, or perfectly functional, WE ARE INSTRUCTED TO LOVE THEM INTO THE ARMS OF GOD! Not judge them and tell them they are going to hell or tell them God won’t love them until, or that God won’t forgive them unless… God loves every person on this earth… Each and every one of us He is waiting for us to run into His arms to accept and claim His love and call him Abba!

I don’t say any of this in a condemning in fact, yet again, we aren’t suppose to condemn people… As followers of God that isn’t our job. Condemnation isn’t even of God. So if you are feeling condemned, know that is not of God, that is what Satan uses… God Convicts… Never condemns… Anyway, I don’t say this to condemn anyone. I am actually immensely excited as I write this because just thinking about how much love my God has for me, and the fact that I am his adopted daughter who He calls His. Fills me with joy! What’s great is it isn’t just me, it’s you too. So don’t ever let anyone affect your walk with God. Don’t let them convince you that you’re going to hell, or God doesn’t love you… Sure, you may have some changes that need to be made, but God will never turn His back on you…

So to those who judge and condemn,

1. Don’t do to others if you wouldn’t want it done to you.

2. Don’t judge harshly, or unfairly and don’t condemn.

Matthew 7:1-5 (NIV)

“Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.

“Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye.

For those who are the target of a judgmental Christian, I do apologize.. However:

  1. Forgive them.
  2. Don’t let it sway your walk with God
  3. Don’t let it turn you away from God
  4. Just tell them God loves you the way you are and you’ll come around when you’re ready.

I’ll leave y’all with that.

Have a wonderful week!

Jessica

Do You See What I See?

I don’t have long to write… It’s late and I need to torment a horse in the morning… However, something has been on my mind since the whole same-sex marriage deal… And that would be this..

Do you guys see what is going on? The recent blowouts over racism, the uproar over homosexuality… Do y’all see it? Because it’s driving me crazy… It makes me want to crawl under a rock and hide from the world.

What I see is this:

Christians turning on each other

Innocent people being accused

People walking away from their faith

People being turned away from a Christian lifestyle

Hate… so much hate….

Words being twisted

People turning on each other, their friends, their family

People snapping at others without reason

People judging where they don’t belong judging

People afraid to speak their opinion, not due to being afraid to believe what they believe but for fear of upsetting someone. Because those of us who are willing to love everyone but disagree with a lifestyle are getting bashed from both sides. Simply because society says we are to either support it, or hate it…

 

Do you see it now? In all of this fuss, in all of our protesting and flashing of our “opinions/beliefs” we are turning on the very things we need the most. Each other, and God. Now some of you may not think we need God, so be it. That’s your choice, but some of us NEED God… We are losing everything that makes us human, we are so busy looking for reasons to be angry, to be offended, or hurt, or to hate… Honestly, if I didn’t know any better I would think the Dalek race was taking over and replacing everyone’s human conciseness with Dalek hate… Because that seems to be where the world is going and it is breaking my heart.

It is crazy though, because if we could all put aside our differences what a world we could make… It would be fantastic! Beautiful! If we could simply learn to care and love one another. Quit looking for reasons to be offended. Just because a white officer shoots ONE black person, the whole colored race loses their minds because it’s an injustice to black people. That one officer is taking it out on the black population. OR MAYBE just maybe, that officer was doing his/her duty and protecting the lives of other black people, other white people, Hispanic people, Asian people, German people, maybe he/she was simply protecting him/herself… That is not a crime… Maybe before jumping on an “act” against a certain race, maybe we should step back and assess the situation.

You want to know why blacks have a bad reputation? Go to the VA hospital in Dallas… Tell me the first thing you notice… You want to know the first thing I notice? Bars… Bars on every house’s door, window. Every shop, store, gas station, has bars, bars, and more bars… What’s the major population? People of very, very, very, dark skin color… Now, am I afraid to be over there on my own? Eh… the bars make a young girl feel a little out of her comfort zone knowing that no one trusts anyone… But I’ve met some very nice, very respectable men and women that were black, that I enjoyed talking with.

Now, go look at a neighborhood full of white people… Find me one house with bars…

I’m not going to say white people are any better than any other race, because there are just as many crazy white people that do stupid things. However, because we are so up in arms over racial matters, white people versus black people and black people, create quite the fuss… No one cares if a white person does it… or if a white person kills a white person… THAT doesn’t raise a fuss because there’s no issue of race…

Ok, so now that I’m off that topic… At least, I think I am… Geez… I’m so done with racial matters… People are people no matter what color they are… I don’t think anyone deserves any better treatment than anyone else… I’m sorry, but this whole black people not having to work to get into school is crazy… I’ve looked at college stuff for chiropractic and the amount of scholarships for white people is nothing compared to what they have for black people… It’s ridiculous. We are all equals and I think we should all have some form of work that has to be done to earn that time in school.

Ok, I’m done now… Anyway, then you consider the same-sex marriage stuff and you’ve got Christians biting each other’s heads off and biting off the heads of the homosexuals… When biblically speaking we are called to love each other and spread the love of Christ… Yes, this event has shown the true heart of most “Christians”.

Ohhh… Anyway… I hope this will open the eyes of many. It’s past time for me to go to bed. So I will close out now, I hope y’all have a wonderful week.

Loving makes you happy,

Hating makes you bitter.

Keep on Loving,

Jessica

A Biblical Standpoint On Christians and the New Law

I want to start this off by saying this:

I do NOT have an issue with Gays or Lesbians. I trained a horse for two guys and they were some of the best clients I have had. To be honest, those two guys were probably my favorite clients just because they were easy to work with, they were kind, they helped where they could, and they were just great to be around. I knew a lady who was a friend of a friend and client that was a riot to talk to! I very much enjoyed her company and she would rattle off many stories about other gays and lesbians and drag queens that she would come across. She lent me her Canon when I was looking to buy a camera and my mom and I helped her with horses and she helped me with my dog. I also have a friend of mine who is a lesbian, she’s got kids and a whole life of her own.  So in all of this post, please understand, I have NOTHING against Gays or Lesbians. They are all people and all deserving of equal treatment. I am simply stating my standpoint from a biblical perspective. Honestly, I don’t even like putting stuff like this out there because all it does is work everyone up. However, the topic that I’m getting at, isn’t the marriage between a man and man or woman and woman. It’s more angled at Christians who are encouraging same-sex marriage.

Now that I have that out, I want to point out a couple things from a biblical standpoint.

Genesis 1:27 So God created man in His own image; in the image of God He created him; male and female he created them.

Genesis 19:4-5 Before they had gone to bed, all the men from every part of the city of Sodom—both young and old—surrounded the house. They called to Lot, “Where are the men who came to you tonight? Bring them out to us so that we can have sex with them.” (the Reason Sodom was destroyed).

Mark 10:6-9 But from the beginning of creation, God made them male and female. For this reason a man shall leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife, and the two shall become one flesh, so then they are no longer two, but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together let not man separate.

Leviticus 20:13 If a man lies with a male as a woman, both of them have committed an abomination. They shall surely be put to death. Their blood shall be upon them

1 Corinthians 6:9 Do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived. Neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor homosexuals, nor sodomites, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners will inherit the kingdom of God.

Let’s look at the story of God destroying Sodom and Gomorrah in Genesis chapters 18-19 and in Jude verse 7 “As Sodom and Gomorrah, and the cities around them in a similar manner of these, having given themselves over to sexual immorality and gone after strange flesh, are set forth as an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal fire.

Now, granted, the raining down of fire on Sodom and Gomorrah and the scripture from Leviticus are Old Testament and now after Christ’s death and resurrection there is much more forgiveness and love and grace for people who are truly repentant of ANY “sin.” Whether it’s homosexuality, stealing, lying, adultery, drunkenness, or anything of the sort.

1 Corinthians 6:10 And such were some of you. But you were washed, but you were sanctified, but you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus and by the Spirit of our God.

However, from the standpoint of someone who believes the Bible and is trying to follow in the footsteps of Yahweh, it is not a biblical lifestyle. I have been told that I need to get into the Word and check myself and I have… So my challenge to that is this. Get into the Bible and find me ONE passage that says God Agrees with or Loves homosexuality…. Because I can’t find one. Yes! He LOVES the person but not the sin. We are called to love no matter what, doesn’t matter your lifestyle, your beliefs, your skin color, it doesn’t matter, if it is a living breathing person we are called to love everyone. Even those who hurt us. And to those who have said that the Bible says nothing about homosexuality, look up those scriptures that I listed… It’s right there plain as day.

I’m not even trying to say we can’t be friends with them sure, we can be friends with them. We can even be supportive in every other area of their life. But when a small child lies, you don’t tell them, “It’s ok honey,” and pat them on the back… You love them as they are and support them, but you don’t have to condone the way they live.

Honestly I was going to keep my mouth shut about the whole thing because what is my opinion worth on a topic like this? I don’t want to upset anyone or hurt anyone. But then I saw a young lady who has said to be a person strong in the Lord who was excited that same-sex marriage was finally passed nationwide and then I had to say something. Simply because as people following in the forgotten ways of Yahweh, we should not be encouraging it. At least not in my opinion. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying she’s not a follower of God or she isn’t a Christian, no, no, no… I know this woman and she’s been an inspiration to me as far as my walk with God goes.

The Bible says all sins are equal… To me, legalizing same-sex marriage, it’s almost like legalizing thievery. Just because as a “nation” (I can guarantee several states are not happy with the decision) we have decided to legalize it, doesn’t make it right.

However, to those who have little to no tolerance for gays and lesbians they are people just as you are. No they may not have the same lifestyle, but they are simply trying to get through life just as you and I. So love them, even if you don’t agree with them. Just because your kid or your parent or your spouse disagrees with you, doesn’t mean you are going to disown them. Find a little compassion in your heart and love them anyway.

To those who say they are Christian, I have given you my thought, backed up by scripture… It is now up to you. And I challenge you, if you question my viewpoint, number one, that’s ok… I know not everyone agrees with me and that’s ok. Number two, get into the bible, look at those scriptures, find a concordance and look up the meanings of the words…

My note to anyone who may know me, that may be gay or lesbian (whether I know or not). Just because I have written all this, doesn’t mean I won’t love you. I wrote this to get at the Biblical side of things. To make a point to the Christians who are encouraging something that outright goes against the bible. I am in no way trying to attack your lifestyle or point fingers. You all are bright and wonderful people!

Have a Great week!

God Bless,

Jessica

Also, if anyone is going to comment on this, please know, I’m tired of all the name calling and defensiveness that has been being displayed over the past several days… So if you comment, in the words of Thumper “If you can’t say something nice… Don’t say nothing at all.” Please comment with respect and love 🙂 Thank you!

Courageous

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Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.

Joshua 1:9

… Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged. Be strong and courageous…..

Joshua 10:25

Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you, He will never leave you, nor forsake you.

Duet. 31:6

… “Be strong and courageous”….

Duet. 31:7

…. Do not be afraid, keep on speaking, do not be silent…

Acts 18:9

So, Joshua 1:9 stood out to me last night, that Be STRONG AND COURAGEOUS, do NOT be DISCOURAGED! It seems in the last week or so it seems like I’ve been dealing with a lot of fear paralysis, not so much in myself but in others.. I have a little still in myself, but I think I have mine mostly figured out. I think the one thing that still nags at me a little is being concerned to stepping out and doing what I am called to do because it either hasn’t worked before and I’m feeling called to pursue it again, or I feel like I am called to adopt teenager. Though, looking at the bio’s on some of these precious pre-teens melted my heart and I know that is what I am meant to do. That is where my heart lies..

Anyway, I’ve always believed that everything in the Bible is put there for a reason, and if it’s in there more than once it is EXTREMELY important, and if it’s in there more than two or three times you’d better dang listen. The Bible says “Be strong and courageous” and “Do not be afraid” over a hundred times, I really need to sit down and count them out.. As followers of Christ we have been commanded to be strong and courageous and we do that by knowing that through Christ we have been given the strength to do what needs to be done (Phil. 4:13: I can do ALL things through Christ who gives me strength), we simply need to know that He is always with us…

When we follow in Christ’s footsteps we are enabled to accomplish anything, we are confident, we are strong, persevering, we are able to keep going even in the worst of times. Which allows us to step out when we are called to. We aren’t afraid to pop that comfort bubble that keeps us safe. It can be as simple as finding a job or leaving home, or it can be as complicated as going to Africa or traveling a path you dread in order to get to the desired destination. But here’s the thing, if we are operating under God’s will, listening to Him and allowing Him to guide us and help us, nothing can stop us, nothing can harm us, and no one can convince us otherwise.

We were at Acquire the Fire this last weekend and Ron was saying “EVEN IF” Trust in God.. EVEN IF God does not “save” you, you will be taken care of. It’s having that kind of confidence that will grab God’s attention and have Him going “I can use this one” And that, that is the kind of confidence I aim to achieve.. EVEN IF it’s not working, God will bring something else. EVEN IF something doesn’t happen, I will be taken care of. Simply because, I am Jessica Bot Yahweh.. I am, Jessica. Daughter of. the Almightly Yahweh… And my dear friends, no matter how far you think you are from God, He loves you enough to say you are His son, you are His daughter, so EVEN IF things are spiraling out of control, Be strong and courageous because the Yahweh is with you.. Yeshua is with you and ALL things, not some things, but ALL things are possible.. I honestly think that his is where I draw a vast majority of my confidence from… Especially after reading Ted Dekker’s Outlaw series (which I personally think EVERYONE needs to read because they will learn all sorts of things if they are open to it..). And you see, when we can learn to be strong and courageous, we become Resilient…

Ron says the definition of Resilient means “bounce back, baby!” We have been quite amused with that. But it’s true, to be resilient is to be like a rubber band, you can stretch it and it just snaps back effortlessly. Or it’s like the shocks on a car, you hit one of these canyon sized potholes that are out here, the car will bounce and settle itself again. If we become Resilient in Christ we can be stretched and never broken, we can say “YES! EVEN IF the world is falling apart around me, I will remain strong and courageous because MY GOD IS BIGGER! MY GOD IS STRONGER! MY GOD WILL TAKE CARE OF ME FOR HE IS MY PROVIDER! He provides my strength, my joy, my peace, and hope, my comforter. He is, the great I AM.” And this, is why we can be resilient in the darkest times..

Now, I will leave you with a song from Casting Crowns..

Courageous

God Bless,

Jessica